

Keep Telling You
I will keep telling you I love you right now, just in case something happens in the future.
In case one of us decide on something and hurt the other.
In case that decision will create an abyss between us, cracking what we had into shattered glass.
Into torn paper, scattered leaves and scarred walls.
In just a moment, a flash, what we have now could be gone.
14.10.2020
PAUSE
P A U S E
the thoughts come
in a flood
that breaks barriers,
driving me up the wall,
then
in a flurry,
down a cliff
I fall.
S T A R T
it's okay
nothing's wrong
they're just thoughts
nothing more,
nothing less.
R E P L A Y
31.8.2020
Just Breathe
Just breathe, okay?
Thoughts may come and go, seemingly powerful or correct, but they're not.
16.8.2020
Can’t catch up
I can’t even catch my breath,
all those moments
all that time spent
it feels like it was yesterday,
I can feel the smiles,
hear the laughs,
but truth be:
it was a while ago.
Time waits for no one.
Time didn’t wait for me to catch up.
Time didn’t let me catch up.
Now, I’m lost
in thought
and
time.
Confused,
about when things happened.
About what happened.
Time happened.
Things changed.
It hurts.
12.8.2020
Remember; Forget
I want to remember the memories,
the time we spent,
the moments we shared,
but forget you
because of how you broke my heart.
5.8.2020
Spinning
My head is
spinning,
spinning,
spinning,
with thoughts.
Of you.
With emotions.
For you.
5.8.2020
Could have said
Was there something I could have said
that could have made you turn,
run to me,
and love me instead?
5.8.2020
Before you go
Before you go,
hold me close again.
Before you go,
make me feel like we’re a whole for a moment more.
Before you go,
help me understand how we fell out of love.
Before you go,
give us a chance.
Before you go,
think twice about it.
Before you go,
kiss my forehead as you did before...
As you did before our love ran dry like bones,
As you did before our words to each other were sweet.
As you did before...
when you & I were in love - which feels like years ago.
Before you go,
think of me.
Of us.
Before you go,
give a chance
at loving me again.
Before you go,
sing the lullaby of love to me.
5.8.2020
At Hello
You had me at 'hello'
You had me
falling
for you,
at
'hello'.
And
You had me
loving
you,
at
'how are you?'
31.7.2020