I will keep telling you I love you right now, just in case something happens in the future.

In case one of us decide on something and hurt the other.

In case that decision will create an abyss between us, cracking what we had into shattered glass.

Into torn paper, scattered leaves and scarred walls.

In just a moment, a flash, what we have now could be gone.

14.10.2020

P A U S E

the thoughts come

in a flood

that breaks barriers,

driving me up the wall,

then

in a flurry,

down a cliff

I fall.

S T A R T

it's okay

nothing's wrong

they're just thoughts

nothing more,

nothing less.

R E P L A Y

31.8.2020

I can’t even catch my breath,

all those moments

all that time spent

it feels like it was yesterday,

I can feel the smiles,

hear the laughs,

but truth be:

it was a while ago.

Time waits for no one.

Time didn’t wait for me to catch up.

Time didn’t let me catch up.

Now, I’m lost

in thought

and

time.

Confused,

about when things happened.

About what happened.

Time happened.

Things changed.

It hurts.

12.8.2020

I want to remember the memories,

the time we spent,

the moments we shared,

but forget you

because of how you broke my heart.

5.8.2020

My head is

spinning,

spinning,

spinning,

with thoughts.

Of you.

With emotions.

For you.

5.8.2020

Was there something I could have said

that could have made you turn,

run to me,

and love me instead?

5.8.2020

Before you go,

hold me close again.

Before you go,

make me feel like we’re a whole for a moment more.

Before you go,

help me understand how we fell out of love.

Before you go,

give us a chance.

Before you go,

think twice about it.

Before you go,

kiss my forehead as you did before...

As you did before our love ran dry like bones,

As you did before our words to each other were sweet.

As you did before...

when you & I were in love - which feels like years ago.

Before you go,

think of me.

Of us.

Before you go,

give a chance

at loving me again.

Before you go,

sing the lullaby of love to me.

5.8.2020

You had me at 'hello'

You had me

falling

for you,

at

'hello'.

And

You had me

loving

you,

at

'how are you?'

31.7.2020