when you miss
intertwining fingers
with your lover-
whom you've never met-
but you are stuck
holding hands
with shadows
Dejected and rejected.
Infected and suspected,
Molested and suspended,
Objected and distracted,
Unwanted and discarded,
Deleted and frustrated,
Depleted,
Exhausted.
I think to much
In this white room
Killing myself,
To save my thoughts
Alone again
Lasting and sticking
how long
where has been
when will be
why
this lack of soul's warmth
is what's gone.
clouds rain around me
flies on walls can't place my face
goodbyes boomerang
darkness comforts
sweetness recedes
forgive me, me
