My Hair
It simply sits atop my face,
Greying, thinning in disgrace,
Refusing to be tamed it hangs,
It is a mess of tangled strands,
I thus do tend to wear a hat,
To cover it, but more than that,
I fear it hates me so much so,
I leave it well alone to grow,
So long since it has seen a comb,
I leave the fucker well alone!
It doesn’t stay the same, but neither do I
Sunshine and dirt,
which smells of vanilla
and passion fruit,
swirl through my head like a delicate whirlpool;
I long for a day when someone
would write secret messages in
the dirt, running fingers back and forth, and grow butterfly weed in the sunshine, creating a masterpiece only meant for me
to get washed away with the next storm.
I long to have a sea of hair
or a sunset of violet and gold,
to have a rare beauty apart of me
so then maybe you'd see I have
my own personality,
but I love sunshine and dirt
too much to throw it away on
a passing sunset or ever changing
sea of aquamarine.
But perhaps one day
I can try to find that
other part of me;
but for now
I'm okay with
my regular amenity.
My giant life gap that I recently closed
It's been through a lot
More than dye
More than heat
More than a bad cut
It's been ripped out
Glued on
Brushed to hide the patches
I'm didn't know what to do
So I wore hats
I cringed away from the hands of my friends
They wanted to braid it
You know, like normal people do?
And little did they know
So I cut it
Dyed it
Brown-purple-brown-pink-fading
Till I was a different person
A happier person
I wish I could show you
The before and after
Except now it's thick and full again
Still less than shoulder length
I complain about it every day
But now
Looking at this challenge?
I see how grateful I am.
Scary Hairy, Quite Contrary
A mousy brown
And many a crown
A little long
But not very strong
I once was conned
Into being a blonde
It kept warm my hips
Warned approaching ships
My hair and me
Have such history
But 50 shades of grey
Haven't yet found their way
And sans product
It's pretty much fucked
In short, it's a mess.
No more, and no less...
Shoulder Length Or Longer
Dark auburn in its youth.
Grown down passed my behind.
Thick and lush and curly.
Shiny as a summer's day.
Brown in middle age.
Wavy by the shore.
Bobbed to graze my neck,
Below there where my earrings lay.
One day when I'm old,
I might let it grow again.
Tucked up in a bun.
All fifty shades of gray.