Really
Fucking
Bored
And
Can't
Move
Speak
Think
Like weights are tied around my ankles dragging me down
Like a bird whose wings have been cut; like Maleficient.
Scared. Frustrated. Angry. Hungry. Nervous. Hopeful. Lost. Indignant. Horrified. Confident.
All at the same damn time.
I need to feel something and that is how I feel.
It hurts not knowing what's best for me or you