It's a funny story, we met online. He seemed nice, caring and funny. Now that it's been a little under 5 months, I see that i was very wrong.
At first he cared and was gentle. Then slowly he grew more hostile and rude. When we met the first day in person, we spent time alone in the car with my kids. He seemed careful of my limits. He seemed normal.
But boy oh boy was I wrong...
He started putting me down, and comparing me to his last girlfriend. He showed his true colors of hitting and abusing women not too long ago. And now I'm lost without him.
I see the way he looks at me, with those dangerous eyes. They scare me, but they turn me on. The way they shine in the light, makes them look endless, like he doesn't have a soul.
But at the same time, he's gentle with me. Almost like he wants to slowly break my soul. He doesn't realize that my soul had already been broken LONG before him. So now, we're just two soulless people loving each other as we go.