My Greatest Enemy

You’re ugly

You’re annoying

You’re too quiet

She has no problem

Pointing out my faults

She explains to me

Why I will never be loved

Why everyone seems to hate me

What happened to doing anything for your friends?

You’re so selfish

And you know when it’s over

You will just go running back to them

I hope they don’t take you back

I hope they teach you

How worthless you are

You don’t deserve them

You don’t deserve anyone

You’re stupid

And oblivious

And only care about yourself

I need her to stop

It isn’t true

Right?

I care about others

Right?

I’m allowed to do things for myself

Right?

No

Wrong

She’s right

She’s always right

Maybe you should listen to your parents

Go to a private school

You’ve always been good at running

As soon as things get hard

You’ve always been good at taking the easy way out

And right now,

Leaving is the easy way

Go ahead

I know you want to

Run

Maybe she’s right?

I need to stop going against her

She knows what's best for me

Maybe it would be good to start over

Maybe I can be better this time

Maybe it will all be okay

If I just listen to her

Because she knows me better than anyone

I know it’s true

Because she is me