This Hurts
It hurts that I may never see you,
Never even meet you in person.
I love the internet,
How it gives so much opportunity,
But still I long for face to face.
Is it possible to be friends,
Or even acquaintances,
If we have never met?
It hurts that we are strangers,
Friendly, hopeful strangers,
Who might never meet.
Do you want to meet me as well?
Do you want to see me too?
Do you wonder how,
I look, act, and sound,
In person?
I wonder how,
You look, act, and sound,
In person.
Honestly, I do.
Not Enough
I think I’m cursed
No one will ever love me
No one will ever stay with me
I am unlovable
It doesn’t matter
That I love you
More than life itself
You don’t love me
And that’s final
You’ve made it clear
Your feelings for me
Will never change
I always knew
I couldn’t be good enough
To earn your affection
I’m just me
Just average
Why would you pick me
Over everyone else
Who loves you so dearly?
You wouldn’t
I can’t give you the life you want
I’m sorry I love you
I’m sorry it all hurts