Sexual Dirt
How could the dirt be so full of lust? Many would see the brown crumbles and think of the nusance of how it could be messy. But many aren't in tune with the wonders of natural growth.
The dirt; the beautiful, soft, rich, textured substance that covers the majority of our world is mother natures apprentice and the attractive birthing place for endless life. She gave dirt the ability to bring endless amount of glistening nature into our world; the ability to nurture fruit trees and engorge potatoes in gardens and farms, the ability to become hard and layered with sand to create pathways for those walking to a creek to get water, the ability to be scooped and carried away to make manmade creeks and homes, and the ability to remain full of nutrients that supports worms, bugs, and multiple insects that start and support the food chains billions of people rely on.
Dirt seems to be the most attractive part of nature. So I ask again, with pure wonder and curiosity filling my being: how could the dirt be so full of lust?
Daily Desire
Today he is white, clean shaven, and tanning in the glistening sun
Tomorrow he will be raven haired, tall, and mysterious, sitting alone
Today I imagine our life together and the possability of fun
Tomorrow I fantasize about his stature in the bedroom and dream of being thrown
Today, while I sit inside my lonely room, my eyes lock onto my daily distraction
Tomorrow I will hang up on my yelling parent and yearn for comforting touch
Today my homework suffers with my need for satisfaction
Tomorrow I will scold myself for being unfocused and wanting too much
Today I allow myself the dream of intimacy instead of my daily tasks
Tomorrow I will pretend to focus but fail at my mundane asks