Tears turn to diamonds as they fall,

Fake,

As life truly is,

Tortured by reality.

Dreams are my only visions of

Happiness.

Forgotten how sweet childhood was.

Now love burdens my lonely soul.

Defeat to lust,

As I try to defend and lose.

Weak,

Paralyzed by emotion.

Touched by fear.

I surrender myself to you.

Fearing life won't take me.

I smother myself in thy only tears,

In debt with compassion.

I feel the darkness,

That invades this fate less mind,

Pity,

I feel my soul leak.

Draining the happiness.

Sadness penetrates my veins,

Filled with melancholy.

Magic,

Died.

Blood made darkened.

Showering the truth.

Heartless to say.

Suffering the lost.

Blinded by reality.

Please, help!

I need the satisfaction.

Hope,

Destroyed.

Life has dilapidated,

Like a dead rotting flower.

Petals of evil.

A mural of luau.

Believe in me.

Touch all that you see.

Burn in this darkened flame.

Heal my wounds of displeasure.

Forgive all that you see.

Portray me in your life.

Confuse me.

Pretend with me.

Then in the end,

Feel me in you.

I feel the coldness run down my neck.

So sedated I could only feel the

Tingling down my spine.

Running shadows of fright,

Abound my mind,

I only see the weakness in your eyes.

But to take you where I'm going,

You wouldn't belong.

Sadness will hate you.

For your soul will be crushed.

And I only hear you whisper.

But I wouldn't take you there.

For this is not paradise,

It's my living prison of darkness.

The thought would only kill you.

For I am the only one,

Whom withers in the thought of

Loneliness.

But I wait,

And feel the darkness over my

Forgotten feelings.

And I will live forever in sadness.

And the darkness will have it's only

Dreamer.

I pray to seduce my mind of

Lust with death.

Sometimes I feel it in me,

Confusing me.

Following me.

Touching me.

I feel it's presence in my soul,

It hurts to see it,

But I don't mind.

I hear laughter among it,

It's pleased.

It's darkness, pain and only

Suffering is what it lusts

And infest on.

It knows everything, it knows all.

It comes in my dreams.

Makes me feel the darkness

Of painful criminal revenge.

In non reality, I hear it whisper.

Listen to it scream,

Painful cries of melancholy.

Whispers spoken from the soul.

Hear it, feel it, make it apart of Yourself.

Make it love you, taste it, lust it.

Make believe it.