MyFirstHeartbreak
it kills me to know you're okay when i am numb inside and out
when everything was collapsing for you i would be there to build it back up
but now my world is crumbling and you aren't here to build me back up
you are the air that i breathe but to you i am nothing
you used me as a way to escape the life you thought you had
when you were happy and didn't need someone to listen you left
but what if i need someone?
the most evil thing i can imagine is coming into someone's life and making them get attached and then leave a few months later
i have nothing but thoughts of you coursing through my veins.
after all, you are the blood keeping me alive.
i spent months pushing thoughts of you to the back of my head
but you are a fire
and fires spread.
you made it back by burning every single wall that i managed to build.
and then you left again because you don't need me
but for me, you are the only thing i need to heal every single wound you have caused me
You are the only thing keeping me Alive.
You are the only thing killing me.