Today I want to write, but I don’t know what to write about.

I sit here and think, then just decide to start.

I write about what is on my mind: not being able to write.

Things flow in circles, the not being able to write.

I remember the praise from my teachers when I finally succeeded.

I remember my mom, not giving a damn.

I think there’s something inside me that knows who I am.

So far I can’t write, but I don’t give a damn.

I write for myself, not someone else.

I am not a writer, there is nothing to rely upon.

I write what I want, whether it is good or gone.

Eventually my head runs out of ideas and my heart starts to think.

That is when real things start happening; when my brain collapses and all I can feel is my soul.

That is when I write for me, instead of the entire world.

I write in rage or in wonder.

I write of seas and I write of plunder.

Then, suddenly I am surprised when I can’t write anymore.

But I keep going because that’s what life is for.

You built the dreams on the etchings of your skin

And even after this, you wouldn't let me in

I trespassed on your dreams and listened to your thoughts

I committed felonies of good things I did wrong

We were just kids, we knew no better

You were never cold, i was bundled in my sweater

Maybe my heart was worn down and beat

But I knew we were friends, and I thought you were one to keep

Our lives are dreams, memories from our horrors

You lived in yesterday, but talked about tomorrow

Who we're gonna be, all the kids you're gonna have

And I'll be living life alone, with hopes I never had

We defined happiness and lived in eachothers' skins

But even after all of this you cannot let me in 

I trespassed on your love, I eavesdropped on your thoughts

I did all the right things, but did them wrong. 

Abrupt sadness

Depression starts its itch

Just one ordinary moment

At the flick of a switch

Rapid despondency

Getting that emotional glitch

Just a ordinary day

At the flick of a switch

Hasty hopelessness

Depression threw me a wicked pitch

Thought I was feeling whole again

When suddenly the flick of a switch

Unexpected dejection

Quickly getting that hollow twitch

Depression comes like a flash

At the flick of a switch