Student loan=Anxiety

Student loan is the burden of pressure.

It weighs over me causing anxiety;

With test-taking & classroom activities.

Afraid of failure.

Afraid of losing my purpose.

Afraid of feeling worthlessness.

Therefore, I hired multiple tutors

Before the semester begins.

I shall know the material before it is given.

That's the objective to take every precaution of not failing.

Of not being the percentage that drops out of college due to anxiety.

I'll fight the devil inside of me that yells at me mentally. Screaming "I'm not educationally ready"

I'll fight the anxiety stopping me from systematically thinking.

I'll fight my own insecurities that stops me from risk-taking.

I refuse to fail due to anxiety and the pressure of failing.

Because if I fail college the student loan won't only take my money.

That is the least of my worries.

It will take my pride & dignity.

I'll no longer know what I'll do for a living.

So bare with me as I cope college living while anxiety lives in me.