Moving on.
My heart sings songs that no one
could write.
You nor her could understand
the honeysuckle sweetness
of what my heart cries for.
My heart is fragile,
full of laughter and expectations.
Under Autumn leaves she no
longer sings for you,
but for I instead.
The grief my heart endures has
become tameable.
I am nothing but tainted leftovers.
You made my heart stronger.
Not for you but, for the next, new season
of my fluent, quiet life.
I am no longer taciturn.
My heart cries honey and shouts
fields of jasmines.
But, not for you but for I instead.
A chance for a Happy New Year.
How can this life be restored?
And where can I go from here?
Purposefully, I've ignored.
Perhaps, I haven't been sincere.
Yet years feel like minutes
Now I understand agony
Early mornings can collapse into digits
While I try to comprehend the irony
Years are built off sin
Eagerly forgetting my past view
Awaiting another chance to begin
Rewriting the plan, all brand new.