Sorry

I'm sorry for the searing pain I made you feel, 

I'm sorry for the heartache that numbs your mind,

I'm sorry if your open wounds don't ever heal, 

I'm sorry if that's the only truth you find. 

I'm sorry for the coldness when I was down, 

I'm sorry for the times I was too far away, 

I'm sorry that in sorrow I let myself drown, 

I'm sorry for the words I forgot to say. 

I'm sorry if these apologies come a little too late, 

I'm sorry they even have to be said. 

I'm sorry if this comes later than late, 

I'm sorry they've been stuck in my head. 

Forgive me please, for I'm so sorry I lost you, 

when I wanted nothing more to love and be loved by you.