Savin’ You

You feel the guilt, you know how badly I'm wounded, 

you know I'm hurt, especially after the words spoken,

not to worry, you shouldn't feel bad, that's stupid, 

don't blame yourself, love, for I have always been broken.

Maybe I should just run away again, so you could forget,

let you not remember how much you really meant to me, 

but if I did, if I could,  I would feel nothing but regret, 

Why didn't I make things better when it was hard for me? 

Don't waste your time feeling sorry for me, feeling regret,

It's not that hard of a game, just roll the dice and hope,

it's an easy game of guns and bullets, like Russian roulette, 

testing you, seeing what you can do, can you can cope?

Love, trust me I will be fine, I will be okay, I'm strong, 

now go, and go far, for I can't act this way for long.