This girl likes danger
Deep breath then I exhale
and reach out to grab hold of the lion's tail.
Mauled by your words leaving me bare,
the sting of your claws could have fixed it all.
I swear.
Digging them in deeper, as you drag me down a beaten path.
Just another victim; snatched up by a savage.
I am your rag doll; a play thing.
Don't you feel victorious?
I brought this upon myself, you know?
This is that of which I am notorious for, I'm sure.
Fuck.
I'm in love.
Not that I was falling,
it was actually more like a shove.
Ring around the wildfire; I smile.
That moment burning, like a strong desire.
Together we're running, recklessly into a forest(we're exploring)
laying me down on the ground so softly.
I can tell you practiced this a thousand times before,
and I know I couldn't want you anymore.
NO, I shouldn't want you anymore.
Like an infection spreading; it's making me sick.
Pinning me down, with a feeling I can't explain.
I sit, ashamed, like an ignorant child(thinking I could tame the wild?)
I'm strutting with the bruises, cuts, and scars.
Wearing them like a badge of honor, from fighting all the wars with you.
And I'll run, always looking towards the sun.
Exposed to all the things in life that: make or break me; shake and awaken me.
So, you see it's a battle not so easily won, but it's fun(like playing Russian Roulette with a fully loaded gun).
Like the tragedies of history's fallen kings;
I hang up my crown and the pain has retired.
I realize I am home now.