i loved you

blood pounding in my heart

love knocking on my door

you approach me as if everything

is the same as it was before

but we are no longer an option

the possibilities of us cease to exist

the infinities came to an end

the last time that we kissed

i can never feel the same way

but i don't know how to look at you

no longer lovers or friends

what are we? i have no clue

it's not that i can simply forget you

your memory is engraved in my mind

how i wish you would leave my consciousness

but thoughts of you are all that i find

perhaps you will stay in my mind forever

or perhaps you will eventually leave

i hope i find the answer soon enough

so my heart will no longer grieve