All of me

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

/All of me - John Legend/

Next school year - 11th grade

I opened my eyes and first of all checked my phone, of course.

''Shit, shit, SHIT!'' I cursed at myself, knowing that yet another day which just so happened to be my first day of my last year in high school,I was going to be late.

Trying to quietly get out of this bed unnoticed was impossible, as I felt his arm wrap around my waist and pull me closer to him. He was starting to place small kisses down my neck when a sigh full of pleasure escaped my lips.

''Babe, we have to get up or we're going to be late for school," it was hard to say knowing that I'd rather spend my whole life in this bed than go to school.

He didn't reply, only slipped his hand inside my shirt, touching my bare skin and slowly starting to massage my breast which made me moan. I didn't want to, but I tried to undo his right arm that was still round my waist but before I realized it, he was on me, holding his weight on his muscular arms that were placed both sides of my body. He then placed his index finger on my lips and made a line of kisses down to my breasts again causing me to moan once again. My hands made their way up to his neck and pulled his head closer to mine. Our lips connected and I immediately felt the electricity when our skins touched. I tried to kiss him, wanting him oh-so-badly but no results.

''We're going to be late, won't we?'' he said as a smirk escaped his lips.

This asshole knew what he did to me, yet he still gave me this torture, teasing me as if there was no tomorrow. After getting up he put on a white v-neck shirt, dark brown shorts and a black leather belt, as well as his vans, he grabbed his black leather jacket and looked at me flashing his millions of dollars worth smile.

''I know you like what you're seeing, and we can continue later, but you said yourself - we're going to be late. Get up, babe!''

Two can play this game, darling. I smiled and got up only in my thong and white v-neck shirt, walking past him in the most seductive way possible and leaning down in front of him to grab my white mini-dress, floral jacket and wedges. I knew he would be biting his lip to not groan after seeing my ass.

''Ready.'' I smiled showing him my tongue and giving him quick kiss on the cheek. I knew my weapons.

''I'll have my payback later, sweetheart,'' he said grabbing his keys.

We both walked outside to get on his perfect motorcycle. In no time we were already in front of the school.

''I did not miss this place,'' I said as we parked. I quickly got off recognizing the perfect couple walking past us.

''Jack! Elena!'' I shouted, running to hug them, ''Gosh, guys, I missed you both so much! How have you been? Tell me everything!''

I hadn't seen these two for the whole summer after they left to Bali, to live in Jacks aunts beach house for the summer vacation.

''Oh, we missed you too. But lets talk later, we don't want to be late, do we?'' Elena smiled in her angel like smile but I could see that there was clearly something bothering her. Jack hugged me once again which caused me to sigh in really happy way and then they headed in.

''Lets go, babe. What's taking you so long?'' I looked back as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my neck. I could feel that something was bothering him as well but I guess I'll bring that up later. I put my hand in his as we walked in the school.

****

''Yeah, I clearly didn't miss this,'' I said as I yawned and stretched every way possible. It was the lunch break and the perfect couple, me and Nick were sharing the table

''Cmon, you're such a whiner, Jane!' Said Jack and then I felt french fries flying in my face.

''Are you five or what? I'm wearing a white dress, Jack!'' Everyone on the table looked at me in confusion. I know, I wasn't normally the girl who was worried about my dress, in fact, I wouldn't normally wear a dress. But I had changed.

''Mind stop staring at me as if I'd suddenly turned into a pig?'' confusion disappeared from their eyes and they looked relieved.

''For a second I actually thought my Jane was gone,'' I blushed. This coming from Jacks mouth still made me blush. My Jane.

''In case you haven't noticed I'm not 15 anymore, I'm 18, fatty," I said, acting angry but a laugh still managed to escape my lips.

''But you still call me fatty. Doesn't seem like you're 18, Fatty."

I took my fries and threw them his way. His eyes widened in shock and I had to bite my lip not to start laughing. He grabbed his cola and stood up grinning as if he won a lottery.

''No,no, no. I'm sorry, Jack, just don't. It's designer, please ,don't!'' I cried slowly getting up, taking my shoes off to get ready to run.

He smirked, ''sucks for you."

I ran, knowing well that he was way faster runner than me. I looked back to see if he's there and it turned out to be the biggest mistake. I felt it. Cold, smelly, sticky cola everywhere on my body.

''Oh, no, you didn't!'' I shouted and threw someones drink on him. This started the whole schools food fight.

I laughed feeling so free, yet dirty. I hadn't had this much fun since he had left to Bali. I hugged him tightly.

''I love you, Jackson Reed.'' I wasn't lying, not a bit.

I knew my feelings weren't gone and I felt him holding his breath. After I put an apple pie on his head, he knew that I only meant it as friends. This caused me to sigh in relief, I missed this guy, our friendship. A hand grabbed both of our shoulders.

''I'm sorry to stop your homie moment, but we should get out before principal finds out that you were the ones that started this, guys.'' Elena smiled at us and we all headed to the roof.

This had become our hang out spot a while ago.

''May I ask for a favor from you all?'' Elena looked at ground and blushed as if she had done something bad, this got me worried. Me and Jack shared a confused look.

''Sure, hun. What's up?'' I said.

''I'm having a little concert at Billies bar tonight. I wanted for everyone I love to be there. And you guys are obviously at the top of the list. So..? Can you make it?'' she looked at us with concerned eyes.

''We will be there! Promise," I looked at her and then my eyes slowly traveled to Nick who nodded, agreeing as well.

Soon enough Jack and Elena started being all cheesy, so I had to stop it.

''Get a room, love birds,'' I hit Jacks shoulder and he blushed.

Still can't get used to this. My bestie blushing over girls. I felt like a proud mama. This caused me to laugh at my own thoughts. Everyone's eyes turned to mine confused.

''Oh god! I'm not crazy, don't look at me like that!'' and so we all begun to laugh.

This I surely did miss.

**

We all sat on the bar, and watched Elena sing after we had ordered our drinks. Damn, she had the voice of an angel. She sang all kinds of songs, most about growing up, finding her way. This concert was going on for about an hour, her mom , resting her head on her dads shoulder, both sharing a proud grin. They were the cutest parents ever.

And then I looked at Jack.

The way he looked at her, as if she was the only person in the room, he was proud to be her boyfriend. I put my hand on his shoulder.

''You know, you guys make a perfect couple,'' I smiled at him, but he didn't move his eyes from Elena.

''Thanks, you really are the best, Jane," he looked at me and gave me a quick hug.

I hugged him back, hearing Elenas voice in the mic.

''Thank you everyone for being here today and listening to me for this long of a time. Now I'd like to sing my last song,'' I saw her laying her eyes on Jack, ''I will sing John Legend song all of me and this is for someone special. Hope you enjoy!''

She breathed in, her breath shaking and started playing on her guitar.

Everyone seemed to hold their breaths as well and anyone could see the tears in her eyes as she sang

Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you.

Love your curves and all your edges all your perfect imperfections.

Cause I give you all of me.. And you give me all of you.

She was still looking only in Jacks eyes, as tears slid down her cheeks.

And then I felt it.. She put her heart into this song, in this relationship. But I could feel that this was it. I realized where the strange vibes about something being wrong with her.

She was saying goodbye to Jack with this song.