I need you to love me when I’m scared to love you.

I taste like coffee and cigarettes. My eyes are in a far away land where stars and galaxies fill my Iris's to the brim. I see mountains and landscapes in everyone I love. I see the natural beauty bestowed upon them. I taste bitter, when you kiss me, you'll taste all the hate a anger I have inside, all of the pain and agony. When your lips touch mine you'll feel all the things iv experienced, all the hell iv lived. As much hurt and angst that I harbor within my body, when you touch me even just for instant it disappears. The hurricane inside of me calms to a soft lull of rain. When you kiss me, I see my heaven or hell. I know you would be the best thing to happen to me but you could also be my destruction.