Beauty is Pain

Tired of imagining

Tired of acting

Oh, how I wish that was me

Cat-fishing

Is now existing

Mirror, mirror

What is my birth error?

Is it my looks or personality?

A shame that I desire plastic surgery

Many of my boyfriends couldn't stand

My insecurities

Surprisingly they loved me

Will I ever be happy?

Needle, my new friend

Tell me what are the new beauty trends

Killing yourself over depression

Or being single?

Because I don't know how to mingle

Everyday

I masturbate 

I don't have the skills to get a real life date

If only my relationship skills were better

I could one day get that real pleasure

Too bad

Too sad

I am such a fake

Lessons learned and lessons made

How I wish I had her face

But I see you aren't a loner

Only they would understand my problems

Cuz most likely they did the same

You can't blame me

For pretending

My mindset filled with insecurities

I can be pervy

I can be sexy and dirty

When I fake her face

But if you aren't born with it

It's best you'd stay the same

Cuz this world only accepts the people that are pretty

Million dollars for such compliments

Personality is nothing these days

Such a shame looks get grades

Such a shame I'm not even on the rank

Such a shame beauty is pain