I Wanted To Write Something Beautiful

I wanted to write something beautiful, that would make you smile, so you'd nod your head a little and maybe once again give yourself to me.

So I decided to look for all the most beautiful words I could think of. Like the sun. Because the world is always a bit more beautiful when you can gaze at the sun. Even the sunset is beautiful.

- Even thou it means that we are coming to an end.

So I tried really hard to cling to the sun. I planted flowers so you'd might look at them with me, because together we could watch them grow. But growing flowers takes time and I knew we were running out of time. So I dragged you up on a mountain top so that we'd get closer to the sun and I promised you the world.

- If you'd only see that I had the sun in my eyes.

But somehow the mountaintops didn't seem to impress you, but that's Ok. Because to be able to be two we have to acknowledge that we both have different interests. So I closed my ears so that I would not hear your complaining words in order to let us drown in the sun. I dragged you out in the fields and put blankets on the ground as if that was going to be our very foundation not minding the rain and the storms that might come.

But as my heart grew more frantic with fear and no words could stop the sun from setting, the sun started to set and you whispered: "Lets just watch the sun set together with its promise of a knew day".

But I was clever enough to understand that before dawn there would always be night.

I truly wanted to write something beautiful, but all I could think of was this gorgeous sun and how I once had the sun in my eyes, and as the sun set came night and I watched you fade away as the light caved into darkness