Two Words

"I'm Sorry.' Two words. Yet, in them holds immense power. They release the crushing guilt within, lifting an invisible weight from your shoulders. The words heal wounds left on a injured soul, erasing the scars. They mend relationships, rebuild connections and fix broken links between us. They are our second chances, our "do overs." Two words. So, Dearest Reader, here is my list of "two words"........ is it too much to ask for forgiveness?

I'm sorry for believing in love; I was a fool for thinking such a thing existed beyond fairytales. 

I'm sorry for the arguments and disagreements; I was selfish for wanting the attention of another. 

I'm sorry for comforting you; I tricked you into a false sense of security in a world that will tear you apart without question. 

I'm sorry for confiding my problems in you; I gave you a burden of troubles to hold.

I'm sorry for ignoring your cries for help, I was lost in my own world.

I'm sorry for not living up to your expectations. 

I'm sorry for letting you down....you were all counting on me. 

I'm sorry for allowing my anger to mold into a blade that I wielded without hesitation. 

I'm sorry for the lonely conversations I have in my head; I've lost myself. 

I'm sorry for being mad at you, you just wanted the best for yourself. 

I'm sorry for misjugding you and the knife I stabbed in your back....after all, you didn't know you were hurting me

I'm sorry for bothering you as I did, I misunderstood and thought we were friends.

I'm sorry for the late nights we spent talking, you must have wanted to sleep.

I'm sorry for approaching you that day, you weren't supposed to take it in that way.

I'm sorry for trampling the world beneath my feet as I walk.

I'm sorry for breaking the silence of the night with my words. 

I'm sorry for interupting the peace with my falling footsteps. 

I'm sorry for disrespecting the moon by crying through the night. 

I'm sorry for insulting the sun by sinning throughout the day. 

I'm sorry for the times I've raised my voice.

I'm sorry for the words I say.

I'm sorry for the space I take up.

I'm sorry for breathing.

I'm sorry for living. 

I'm sorry........for everything.

Now I've said my two words......but do I really deserve to be forgiven?