I’m sorry

Please close your eyes and pretend it isn't me who is doing this to you,

Please, my love, forget everything that happened tonight. All I want you to remember is that I drove you home, tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear and kissed you like you love to be kissed.

I walked you to your door and we said goodbye.

Please, when you think of me, think of the guy who loved you so much it took his breath away. Don't think of me as the guy who delivered you to the hands of those who could hurt you. You have to understand it was my job to do it, since the beginning.

I never meant for this to happen.

I never meant for you to fall in love with me; lust, yeah, love never.

I don't care what happens to me after tonight. All I care about is how you think of me from now on.

I am so sorry, my love, I truly am.