Schizophrenia
I stare at the pitch black corner,
My protruding shoulder blades
Facing the door that only
Opens when it's forced to feed me,
But food will not quench my
Undying knowledge. They're out to
Get me; they're trying to kill me.
They're watching me. The FBI,
NSA, the drones in the sky. The doctors
Say they're protecting me from my own
Mind, but I know the food they're
Trying to feed me is poisoned, so I don't
Eat. Each day, my bones become sharper
And the scars on my skin become
Deeper. I know this is a trick. If I eat,
I will die. I need to stay strong. The voices
In my head are the only ones that care
Whether or not I live. They have always
Been there for me. I cannot desert them.
My body may be withering and slipping
Away from my own grasp, but the voices
Still boom and yell for my protection.
They still treat me like I'm human even
When the world thinks I'm crazy.