Chapter 8

"Where's Blake?" Charlie asked, him and I were on the couch watching tv. "I dont know." I was wondering that same question, He had been gone a long while "Can I ask you something? and you be honest?" Charlie wasnt looking at me but I was looking at him "Yeah sure." "Why were your lips swollen? Why are there marks on your neck. Dont say they are bites or because you have allergies because I know that's a lie." His tone was stern. Crap. I was in trouble now. "Were- Are you seeing someone else?" "What? Why would you think that? I am not seeing anyone except you." I felt bad. "You have hicky marks on your neck, You came out of the bathroom with a boner. Your lips are swollen so you've been kissing someone, and it hasnt been me." He tried to keep his voice still but I could tell he was hurt. "I was cornered and helpless and was given the marks before I came here, You of anyone would know that boners can be completely random, I was eating on an orange earlier on the plane." I didnt want to lie to him but I knew I had too.

A few hours later Blake came out. He seemed calm and fine. "Where have you been?" Charlie asked, he seemed to be trying to see if there wre anything on Blake that I had. "Sleeping." "Michael is here." Charlie said hapily "I know. I let him in then went to sleep." He lied. Blake sat on the couch next to us. "3 more days till christmas." Charlie said cheerfully.

We picked up some chick-fill-a for dinner. Me and Charlie were holding hands waiting for our food and I dont know where Blake was. "F*gs!" Someone called out, I knew it was directed at me and Charlie. We got our foods and left, we waited in the car for Blake.

Blake: Where r u guys?

Me: In the car.

Blake: U got the food?

Me: Yea

Blake: K

Blake: Love you

Me: Charlie is trying to figure out what happened this morning

Blake: What?

Blake: We cant tell him

Me: I know.

Blake got back and drove to Charlie's house. We ate our food and Blake went to go take a shower. Charlie and I fell alseep on the couch watching tv. "Wake up you butthead." Charlie nuged me "No. I dont want to." I groaned, I felt Charlie moved out from under me. "Well, It's 2 day's till Christmas, The party is today and I have to get last minute items." I opened my eyes "Okay. I'll be here sleeping." I closed my eyes and drifted back to sleep.

"Hey." I woke up and I was in a bed, Blake's bed. "What are you doing?" I smiled sleepily. He was shirtless from what I saw and he was really hot. "Im giving you a morning wake up call." He smiled "Your giving me more than a morning call." He sat on top of my crotch "Oh I know baby." He smirked "You just cant be stable around me, huh?" I shook my head. "How about I help you with what I caused?" No. I cant. He cant. "Blake," I sighed "You cant. I cant. We cant-we cant do this." I pushed him off of me. "W-what?" he seemed hurt "I'm sorry." I turned away "But baby," He kissed my cheek "I said no Blake. This cant happen anymore." My voice was stiff and I left the room.

I went to Charlie's room and sat on his bed. I texted him

Me: When will u be back?

Charlie: I'm on my way like 5 minutes

Me: I might be busy when you get back if it'll be that quick

Charlie: Wait till I get back please. I'll be quick.

Me: Fine, You have 7 minutes or im going without you

Charlie: Get ready in my room

Me: I'm already on your bed

Charlie: U were gonna?

Me: Maybe. ;)

Me: 6 minutes

Charlie: Im coming

Me: Hurry.

"I'm here." Charlie busted into the room. We finnished in a quick 10 minutes. "I love you." Charlie said kissing my cheek.

At 7:30 the party started, a bunch of old friends were there and it was a fun party, we made gingerbread houses and got drunk off of eggnog. it was a great party. Except for that Martin was there. Martin despised me so much, He was Charlie's ex boyfriend before me. I didnt like Martin either. When Martin left I noticed he took something that looked like keys. That's odd? He came with Joey. Maybe those were Joey's keys. No Joey never has his keys off of him. Then whose were they? I shook the thought and waited for the last of the people to leave. I fell alseep with Charlie in his bed that night.