"Do you have all your stuff packed?" My mom called "Almost ready!" I yell back and I put the final few shirts into my bag then sat on my bed and went onto my phone. I texted my friend Charlie

Me: Hey

Charlie: Hey bro

Me: Tomorrow is the day

Charlie: R U gonna be at school?

Me: Nope

Charlie: Sadly

Me: Dont forget about me. Dont be getting a new best friend

Charlie: Lol I wont. Did you hear what Sarah said today?

Me: What?

Charlie: She asked me if we were gay for each other. And if we were dating since we are always with each other and then there was that one inccident......

Me: .......

Me: I mean I'm gay.

Charlie: And I'm mean I gay too bro

Charlie: One more time before you go?

Me: I'm gonna really miss you.

Charlie: I'm gonna really miss dating you

Me: I'm gonna miss it too.

Me: What did you tell Sarah?

Charlie: I told her that she should ask anyone in the school since like the entire school knows we are gay and dating.

Charlie: One more time?

Me: I'm on my way

I grabbed my keys and drove to Charlie's house. "Hey there." He greated "Hey." I responded and then we hugged "Do you really have to leave?" He complained as we sat on his bed "Sadly. I'm going to miss you." I said and layed nect to him. "Well, I'm glad I could have you and your virginity before you left." He smiled "I'm glad I could have you and your virginity too before I left." I smiled back. He kissed me. I dont want to leave, I like it here,I have friends, a boyfriend, I have a good life. "You should just like come with me. We'll move away together." I joked "I'm so down for that." He laughed but we both knew that couldn't happen. That Night, the last night with him was a great night, the best night. I didn't want it to end. I wish I could have stayed in that bed with him forver.

I woke up to my phone going off non stop. I answered the phone "Hello?" I was still grogy from just waking up " Michael. Where are you?" It was my mom "With Charlie." I say "We have to be on a flight in a an hour." I look at the time "Oh crap. I'll meet you there. Sorry mom. Charlie will take me." I look at Charlie with a look of panic. We would never make it. "That's fine. I already have your stuff in the car." After my mom said that I hung up, Threw my phone on the bed but didnt see my clothes. "Where are my clothes? We have to be on the plane in an hour." I didnt see them anywhere "My mom must have put them to wash. You can borrow mine." He threw me clothes and drove me to the airport. "bye." We shared our final kiss we would ever have and we left for the plane. While i was waiting on the plane for everyone to get on I texted Charlie

Me: I dont wanna leave

Charlie: I dont want you to leave either

Me: What if the people are mean?

Charlie: They wont be mean to you. Your amazing

Me: Text you when I land

Charlie: k

when we landed we got in the car to head to our 'new house' and I texted Charlie

Me: Landed

Charlie: good.

Charlie: wyd?

Me: Heading to the 'new house'. so fun.

Charlie: I bet it wont be that bad

Me: Your not here though. its already bad.

Charlie: miss you too

Charlie: brb. text me how the new ones are

Me: K

We walked in the house and there were two identical teenage guys and a teenage girl. We all introudced ourself to each other. One of the guys was Blake, One was danny, the girl was rose. Danny, wait, blake, no idk they look the same. One of them helped bring my things up to the room we will be sharing. I put some boxes on the floor and so did he. i started taking things out of the boxes and he sat on his bed and said "Im Blake by the way. You can tell cause i'm better looking." That was so true but I couldn't tell him that i mean I couldnt, he's my new step brother thats just weird. "Yeah. okay." I responded and then realized that it came out kinda rude but I didnt mean for it to be. "What? you don't think its true?" He smirked, his smirk was amazing. "Uh," I didnt know what to say to not dig a deep hole, too deep to climb out of. "Tell me about yourself. I only know your name." He said "well uh, my name is Michael, and I've been told I'm boring and um... I dont know what else to tell you." I didnt want to say anything bad about myself to a cute guy. "Gosh, You really are boring." He laughed and I know he was joking.

At night I had started thinking about Blake. About Blake and I. Together. I need to stop. Stop Now. This shouldnt be in my head. He shouldnt be in my head. It cant happen. We cant happen. His is my step brother. It is wrong. I need to stop. I texted charlie in hopes it would distract me from my thoughts

Me: hey

Charlie: Hey

Charlie: How are they?

Me: Good, I guess.

Charlie: any good looking siblings?

Me: I guess. Two step brothers, twins One step sister

Charlie: So both brothers are cute?

Me: yeah. One's kinda cuter though

Charlie: Which?

Me: Blake

Charlie: Nice name. whos the other?

Me: Danny

Charlie: Cool. so they're like cute?

Me: Yeah

Charlie: Cuter than me?

Me: No. Of course not, Never.

Charlie: Skype?

Me: I dont wanna wake blake up

Charlie: You share a room with the cute boy?

Me: Yeah, you jealous? Lol

Charlie: no. What? why would I be jealous that a cute guy gets to share a room with you?

Me: He's not gay dont worry. I'm still all yours.

Charlie: I wanna try

Me: You do? I thought...

Charlie: I wanna try

Me: Okay, Go ahead. :)

Charlie: Michael, Would you do me the honor, the incredible favor to become my boyfriend again?

Me: Hmmmm.... nah, I dont think so. Dont like my exs

Charlie: ...

Me: IM KIDDING IM KIDDING. I love you

Charlie: I love you too.

Charlie: Skype?

Me: Not today.

Charlie: I gtg.

Me: K. Bye.

"Wake up. It's time for school." Something hit me, I opened my eyes and it was a pillow. I got up and got dressed. I had put my shirt on and turned around and he was shirtless. Gosh it was hot, he was hot. Oh no here thoughts come again. No, I'm with Charlie. "Wow, You get dressed fast." He said. The sunlight from the window poured into the room, "Uh, yeah." I laughed a little, it was a nervous laugh. He left the room, I just stood there and then my phone went off. Charlie wanted to skype. I sat on the bed and answered the call "Hey." I said, I saw he was shirtless. "Hey." He said and then I saw him walk away from the camera and he was not only shirtless but... "Charlie! There are other people awake in this house right now. One of them being Blake and I dont want him to walk in and see-" I was cut off by a voice that wasnt Charlie "Walk in and see what?" I looked up from my phone and saw Blake at the end of my bed "Uh, Um, Nothing." I said "Whose that?" Charlie's voice came from the phone "You talking to someone?" He raised his eyebrow "Uh, Yeah." I turned the camera around and charlie said "Wow. He's hot." I saw Blake's cheeks grow a light pink "Charlie, He can hear you." I said and shook my head. "Hey." Blake smiled slightly "Can I see him? He's seen me." Blake asked "Uh," I looked back at my phone "One second." Charlie yelled and then left the screen and I handed my phone to Blake "Hey Michael, can you-" I heard charlie stop talking and I saw Blake's cheeks grow noticably pink "Uh," Charlie said "Be right back." Charlie added "What happened?" I asked "Uh, Were you guys..." Blake trailed off and I knew what had happened. Charlie had walked back thinking I had my phone and he didnt have much if any clothing on "No. No. No. Nothing like that. I swear. I dont do stuff like that." I quickly said "Okay..." He trailed off "Damn it! Where the hell are my jeans!" Charlie's faint voice came through the phone. An Awkward silence ensued. "Are you... Gay?" Blake asked, He seemed nervous to ask. Oh no, He's homophobic. Should I lie? No, He's already seen to much. "Uh, Yeah. Charlie's... My boyfriend." I hesitated to say

"Okay, Um, Hey." Charlie's voice came through again. "Hey. I'm Blake." "I'm Charlie. So your Michael's step brother?" "Yep. Your his... Boyfriend?" Blake didnt seem to like saying that. "Yeah... So," "So... Um...." Awkwardness was not great in the morning. "Oh, Crap. Uh, Sorry." I heard Charlie say. What was going on? I wanted to know. Blake looked at me and I felt like he could read my thoughts because he sat next to me and we could both see Charlie. He had a blanket over him, Oh gosh. I knew what was happening. "Uh, Isnt it time for school?" I asked Blake "Oh, um, Yeah." Blake said looking away "Uh, I gotta go Charlie." I hung up on him and Walked out of the room "It's not really time for school!" Blake called. I sat in the kitchen, jusr sitting there. "Hey." I looked up to see one of the twins there "Hey...." I trailed off not knowing who it was "Danny." He smirked and sat down across me

"You okay?" He asked "Yeah, I'm fine." I said "You hungry?" He asked standing up "Yeah." I said "Eggs? Cereal? Oatmeal?" He took eggs out of the fridge "Eggs." I said "I-Is Blake... Gay?" I asked "Uh, He hasnt told me anything about that." Danny responded "Okay." I said "Why?" He asked "Doesnt matter." I said "Do you... Like him?" Danny asked "No! no. no. I have a boy-girlfriend. I have a girlfriend." I almost had said I had a boyfriend and even though I did, I didnt want to risk him being homphobic too. I hope he didnt notice my slip up. "It's okay. I'm not homophobic, I have gay friends. Just because I'm straight doesnt mean I'll hate you for being gay." He handed me and plate then sat down scross from me. "Okay. I have a boyfriend already. I'm gay. I hoped you hadnt caught that slip up cause I was scared you were homophobic like Blake." I revealed "I am definitly not homophobic. Whose your boyfriend?" He asked "Only, If you wanna tell me of course." He quickly added "It's okay. His name if Charlie." I reached for my phone in my pocket but it wasnt there. "Hold on." I said and scrambled up to my room where I found it on my bed and Blake was on his bed. He looked up. "Michael," He got up. I grabbed my phone and left. I had a text from Charlie.

Charlie: hey

Charlie: you there?

Charlie: Michael?

Charlie: Michael??

Me: im here. im here. im here.

Charlie: I thought you had like run off with Blake or something. lol

Me: Why would I run away with a homophobic dude?

Charlie: He isnt homophobic.

"You texting your boyfriend?" Danny asked once I got back to the table "Maybe." I said with a little smile. "What does he look like?" Danny inquired. I pulled up a photo of me and Charlie that I had, We were kissing in it. "Awww. You guys are so cute! Does he live here?" "Sadly no, he lives in Pennslyvania." I said "How'd you guys meet?"

"Where's Maddie?" I asked "She had gone over to a friends house last night."

We headed to school and I had done my best to avoid Blake all day, witch worked pretty well. At lunch I sat infront of the building where my next class was. I skyped Charlie with my earbuds in. "Hey." I said "Hey." He responded "I'm glad we have a relatively close lunch time. Wish it wasnt only ten minutes though. It's lonely here." I sighed "Yeah. Why arent you sitting with Blake?" "Different lunch." I lied "Ah. What happened this morning between you and him? You left me kinda early." He asked "Nothing happened between us, I left and ate breakfast and then went to school. Are you jealous of him?" I was curious as to why he kept talking about Blake. "Do I have any reason to be jealous?" He was acting weird "No. I'm yours, all yours, only yours." I said "Good." He smiled a little but he seemed distracted "Why are you acting so weird? Whats wrong? What do you know that you arent telling me?" I intergated "BlakeLikesYouAndIWasWorriedYouMightLikeHimBack." He said really quickly but I was still able to understand "What?! Where did you get this information? Why would you think that?" I kinda felt hurt that he'd think I'd betray him "Blake told me himself. He likes you." He said "How?" "We've been texting." He seemed ashamed "Since when?" I felt betrayed "This morning. I texted you and then I randomly got a text from him. and we were talking and he told me how lucky I was to have you and that he likes you. " I heard someone else's faint voice in the background but couldnt make out who they were or what they were saying. "I gotta go. I'll talk to you later." He looked somewhere that I couldnt see then hung up.

I thought about Blake liking me. He was cute. I have thought about us dating. It would be nice. No. We are step brothers. It's wrong.

I dont know how long I was thinking about Blake but the next thing I know The bell rings and I have to head to class. After school as I left the building someone touched my shoulder "Hey." I turn around to see one of the twins "Danny. I have black hair he has brown hair, That's an easy way to tell us apart." I noded "Blake's staying after school today for some football thing so it'll just be us." We headed to his car

"What does your family do for thanksgiving?" I asked during the drive "We just have a thanksgiving meal. Our last day of school before break is Friday, 2 more days." He seemed excited "Wish Charlie was with me though." I muttered under my breath, Danny wasnt suppose to hear me. "Bet you miss him a lot." He said "Yeah, He was great. We had such great times together. Right before we left I spent the night with him.He's my first boyfriend." I revealed "That's special. For him to be your first boyfriend." He said "Yeah." I smiled.

At home I did my homework and texted Charlie. The bedroom door opened and I looked up to see a sweaty Blake. "I need to talk to you." I said

"Get a room, why dont you." I looked away from Charlie and saw that Maddie had walked into the living room "Whose he?" She questioned "Im Charlie." I was resting on his chest, I didnt move. Did she know I was gay? Did she know about Charlie? "Im his boyfriend." Charlie explained "You're gay?" She frowned at me, at least, i think it was a frown. She grabbed something from the counter than left the house, again. "Is she?" Charlie was worried "no. Dont worry about her i'll talk to her later." I kissed him and he relaxed "okay." We stayed like that the whole night. Holding each other close and never leaving the couch.

I woke up and for a second I was confused, I was laying on the couch and it was dark, then the previous nights events came back into my head, I smiled. There was a blanket over us, a thin blanket. I got up and Charlie started to wake up. "Good morning babe." His voice was husky and I smiled at the sound. "What are you doing? Come back and lay down with me." "I gotta use the bathroom first. Head up to my room, its the door on the left upstairs, and i'll be there in a second." I started to head to the bathoom "Once, your in bed with me you wont be able to use the bathroom." Charlie smirked "I know, that's why I'm going now." I headed to the bathroom

Charlie's P.O.V

I headed up to Michael's room. The door on the left, There were 2 beds, A guy was sitting on one of the beds. It was too dark to be able to tell who. "Michael?" "Charlie. He's using the bathroom. He told me to come here. What time is it?" I approached the disembodied voice "2: 42 in the morning." "What are you doing up?" I asked "I could ask you the same." "I asked you first." "Okay, I couldnt sleep. Too many thoughts in my head." He sighed "Is it because of a person?" I knew what it like to stay up all night thinking about someone "Yeah." "Tell me about them." "I dont think I should. How are you and Michael doing?" I was curious to who I was talking to so I found the light switch on the wall and turned the light on. Blake. "Blake?" "Hey." He had a weak smile "Uh, You dont have any pants on." I smirked "I know." I said and sat next to him "Tell me what's up? What's wrong?" I asked "I told you, I've just been thinking a lot." He said "About?" I think he was dealing with internal struggles "Nothing. It's fine. Doesn't matter." He lied "Tell me. Is it Michael?" I kinda didnt like that Blake liked Michael, but I understood why. "Maybe." "It helps to talk." I informed him "Michael has been here for a few weeks and I've been in the closet for so long, afraid to love any other guy. Only Michael and You know that I'm gay. Not even Danny knows, and he's my twin. Our family doesnt handle gay people so well. I'm afraid if I come out I'll be kicked out and then I'll have no where to go." He seemed distessed "If that ever happens. I'll gladly let you come to my house." I wasnt kidding I barely knew these people but I felt like I knew them and could trust them. "You live in another state." He thought I was kidding "I know. I will gladly take you in if you were ever kicked out. I'm not kidding." "Oh. Okay." He said "Can I ask why you told me and Michael and not your own brother?" I knew how scary it could be to come out of the closet "I don't know. I'm just scared about how he will react. I knew I could trust Michael. I knew him or you wouldnt judge me because you two are aslo gay. I just felt safer telling you guys..." He trailed off "But now it's eating you alive." "Exactly. I dont know what to do. My dad doesnt accept gay people." He said so matter of a factly. "It's gonna be fine. You will feel better after you tell them." I reasured him "I'm scared though." He said tautly. "I'll help you. We can tell them together." I grabbed his hand "Thank you. Your a nice person." He smiled "Anytime, and I mean that. Anytime you need to talk I'll listen."

Michael's P.O.V

I walked into the room and saw Charlie on my bed and Blake on his bed. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didnt know you were in here. Didn't mean to send Charlie in here and him bother you." I walked over to Charlie "No, It's fine. He didn't bother me at all." I saw him smile at Charlie. What? What happened while I was gone? "Okay?" It came out more like a question than a statement "What time is it anyways?" "2:52" Blake said. I sat next to Charlie and rested my head on his shoulder, I was tired. I dont know when I fell asleep but I did.

I woke up and Charlie was still up. "Does your step-dad know your gay?" He asked, I was not expecting that question the first thing after I wake up. "No, I dont think so." I said realizing that it had just never come up. I got up and saw maddie was on the couch sleeping. I wonder when she had gotten home. I got something to drink and sat at the counter and was on my phone.

...

"I'm leaving." My step dad said. Me, Blake and Charlie were sitting on the couch. Charlie was in the middle. Charlie and Blake exchanged looks and Blake just shook his head. What was going on between them? "Wait. Dad." Blake spoke up his voice brittle. He turned around. "Nevermind." Blake sighed and then he left.

Me and Charlie had a great week together. It was the sunday, Charlie was packing to leave back to pennslyvania. I was sitting on the bed, while he put his stuff back in his suitcase. "Bye Danny, Thanks for helping me surprise this one." He put his arm over my shoulder. "No problem." "Blake." He Turned to Blake. "I'm ready." His voice is small Charlie grabbed his hand and Turned to Blake's dad "Dad, I have something to tell you." His voice was shaking "Yes?" Charlie and Blake exchanged one more look and Blake took a deep breathe "Dad, I-I'm gay." "Get out." His voice was harsh "W-What?" Blake's voice was frail and I thought he was about to cry. "Get out." "D-dad." He was crying "I SAID GET OUT!" His dad's voice boomed "Come on Blake, You can leave with me." Charlie said "What? No. He cant leave with you." I protested "Why not? His dad just told him to get out. He can't stay here." Charlie explained "Michael, I don't wanna leave you either, I enjoy being around you but for now, It's for the best." Blake's voice was unstable and I saw the tears coming down on his face "2 out of 3 children are gay. Are you gonna tell me your gay too, Danny?" Danny looked scared "N-No. I'm straight."

Blake ran upstairs and then came down with a bag. I drove Charlie and Blake to the airport. They were able to get Blake a seat on the flight. "I love you." "I love you too." Me and Charlie kissed and then he and blake walked away. I walked back to the car and I could not wait for the 3 and a half weeks till christmas break to be over.

When I got home, I went straight up to my room and sat on Blake's bed. "You okay?" Danny came in after a while "Yeah. I'm fine." I lied. I missed Charlie and I missed Blake a lot as well. "You miss Charlie?" I noded "I miss Blake too. I miss him a lot. It's not the same without him here. He shouldn't have left. He should have stayed here." I complained "Are you hurt that he left?" I didnt want to admit it but I did and shook my head yes. "Now, I may not be a love expret or know what it's like to have feelings for the same gender but I think you have a crush on him." Danny laid next to me "I'm dating Charlie. I like Charlie." "Is that really true though? You seem to be missing Blake more than Charlie. You can have a crush on Blake but still like Charlie. That just means that you are slowly moving on from Charlie." I didnt want to move on. I liked Charlie and he liked me. We were perfect for each other. Me and Blake were step brothers it could, it would never work between us. "They should be off the plane by now, Wanna call them?" Danny was trying to make me feel better.

Charlie's P.O.V

"I love you." "I love you too." Me and Michael kissed and then me and Blake walked away. "Thank you." Danny said as we borded our flight. "No problem." I said "I'm sorry for the way your dad reacted." I felt bad for him "It's fine. When Maddie came out to him he didnt want her around which is why you rarely see her at home, she basically lives with her friend." That's why the girl was never around. That's why she reacted the way she did when she saw me and Michael. "Oh." I said. Blake fell alseep on my shoulder and I didn't bother him. I grabbed his hand and ran my thumb over his knuckles, I felt sorry for him. I really did. He didn't deserve to have a dad like that, He doesnt deserve what he's going through, He's such a good kid.

Michael' P.O.V

The next 3 and a half weeks were uneventful. It was the same, Wake up without Blake, Ride to school with Danny, Come home with Danny, Repeat.

The last day of school was thursday but I didn't want to go to school. I pretended to be sick from Monday to Thursday. "Why do you keep pretending to be sick?" Danny came into the room Thursday. "I am sick." I fake coughed "Okay. Sure. So what's wrong?" "Nothing." Another lie. In reality, I just havent been feeling it lately. I miss Blake a lot. I miss Charlie too. I cant wait till I leave tomorrow. "You excited to head back tomorrow?" I noded excitedly.

The last day of school was thursday but I didn't want to go to school. I pretended to be sick from Monday to Thursday. "Why do you keep pretending to be sick?" Danny came into the room Thursday. "I am sick." I fake coughed "Okay. Sure. So what's wrong?" "Nothing." Another lie. In reality, I just havent been feeling it lately. I miss Blake a lot. I miss Charlie too. I cant wait till I leave tomorrow. "You excited to head back tomorrow?" I noded excitedly.

Danny drove me to the airport and I left and got on the plane, It was a 2 hour flight. Neither Blake nor Charlie knew I was coming.

Once I got to Charlie's house Blake answered the door. "Michael?" He seemed confused "Hi." I smiled "Y-Your here?" I knew it was supose to be a statement but it came out more of a question. "Yea. Where's Charlie?" "He's not here. He went out." "Oh." Why was this so uncomfortable? Where was Charlie? "You can wait here for him if you want." I noded and walked inside. "So, How have you been?" I asked "Good, You?" "Good."

This was panifully awkward and uncomfortble. He moved to sit next to me "I've missed you." He smiled at me. Well, This has taken a turn fast. "I've missed you too." It wasnt a lie I've really missed Blake. What does that mean? "I've missed sleeping in a bed next to yours. I've missed seeing you everyday. I've missed all those chances where I've gotten so close to kissing you. I've missed everything. I missed living at home." "I've missed you at home too. I miss you waking me up everyday and I miss you teasing me it's been lonely at home and boring." I admitted "Oh, You have?" He raised his eyebrow "Maybe." I smiled "Well, Maybe this will satisfy all your needs you've been missing." He smirked and put his lips on mine. I didnt fight it. I kissed back. Is it bad I was enjoying this? "Wait. What if Charlie comes back?" His face was inches away from mine, His breathing heavy and hot. "He wont be back for a while. He went to go buy things for a party." I smiled and went back to kissing Blake.

I heard the door open. Me and Blake were shirtless. I got off of Blake, grabbed my shirt and ran to the bathroom. I saw Blake run in the oposite direction. I put on my shirt and tried to slow down my breathing. Once I was calm there was only 1 problem, I had a boner that I couldnt explain. I walked out and Charlie was looking through the bags he bought. I sneaked behind him, "Hey there." I whispered into his ear. He jumped and turned around "Michael!" He was happy. He hugged me tight "Hi." I hugged him back "When did you get here?" "I just got here. Blake let me in." I sorta lied. "Are you okay?" He asked examining me "Your eyes are puffy and your lips are swollen and your neck..." He trailed off "I'm fine. I was sleeping on the flight and I have alergies. I got bitten by my dog." I lied. "You're lying." He bluently said "I do have alergies and my dog did bite me." I was scared he was gonna find out what had just happened "Okay.." He let go of me "I'm having a christmas party tomorrow. It's gonna be better now that you're here." He smiled

"Where's Blake?" Charlie asked, him and I were on the couch watching tv. "I dont know." I was wondering that same question, He had been gone a long while "Can I ask you something? and you be honest?" Charlie wasnt looking at me but I was looking at him "Yeah sure." "Why were your lips swollen? Why are there marks on your neck. Dont say they are bites or because you have allergies because I know that's a lie." His tone was stern. Crap. I was in trouble now. "Were- Are you seeing someone else?" "What? Why would you think that? I am not seeing anyone except you." I felt bad. "You have hicky marks on your neck, You came out of the bathroom with a boner. Your lips are swollen so you've been kissing someone, and it hasnt been me." He tried to keep his voice still but I could tell he was hurt. "I was cornered and helpless and was given the marks before I came here, You of anyone would know that boners can be completely random, I was eating on an orange earlier on the plane." I didnt want to lie to him but I knew I had too.

A few hours later Blake came out. He seemed calm and fine. "Where have you been?" Charlie asked, he seemed to be trying to see if there wre anything on Blake that I had. "Sleeping." "Michael is here." Charlie said hapily "I know. I let him in then went to sleep." He lied. Blake sat on the couch next to us. "3 more days till christmas." Charlie said cheerfully.

We picked up some chick-fill-a for dinner. Me and Charlie were holding hands waiting for our food and I dont know where Blake was. "F*gs!" Someone called out, I knew it was directed at me and Charlie. We got our foods and left, we waited in the car for Blake.

Blake: Where r u guys?

Me: In the car.

Blake: U got the food?

Me: Yea

Blake: K

Blake: Love you

Me: Charlie is trying to figure out what happened this morning

Blake: What?

Blake: We cant tell him

Me: I know.

Blake got back and drove to Charlie's house. We ate our food and Blake went to go take a shower. Charlie and I fell alseep on the couch watching tv. "Wake up you butthead." Charlie nuged me "No. I dont want to." I groaned, I felt Charlie moved out from under me. "Well, It's 2 day's till Christmas, The party is today and I have to get last minute items." I opened my eyes "Okay. I'll be here sleeping." I closed my eyes and drifted back to sleep.

"Hey." I woke up and I was in a bed, Blake's bed. "What are you doing?" I smiled sleepily. He was shirtless from what I saw and he was really hot. "Im giving you a morning wake up call." He smiled "Your giving me more than a morning call." He sat on top of my crotch "Oh I know baby." He smirked "You just cant be stable around me, huh?" I shook my head. "How about I help you with what I caused?" No. I cant. He cant. "Blake," I sighed "You cant. I cant. We cant-we cant do this." I pushed him off of me. "W-what?" he seemed hurt "I'm sorry." I turned away "But baby," He kissed my cheek "I said no Blake. This cant happen anymore." My voice was stiff and I left the room.

I went to Charlie's room and sat on his bed. I texted him

Me: When will u be back?

Charlie: I'm on my way like 5 minutes

Me: I might be busy when you get back if it'll be that quick

Charlie: Wait till I get back please. I'll be quick.

Me: Fine, You have 7 minutes or im going without you

Charlie: Get ready in my room

Me: I'm already on your bed

Charlie: U were gonna?

Me: Maybe. ;)

Me: 6 minutes

Charlie: Im coming

Me: Hurry.

"I'm here." Charlie busted into the room. We finnished in a quick 10 minutes. "I love you." Charlie said kissing my cheek.

At 7:30 the party started, a bunch of old friends were there and it was a fun party, we made gingerbread houses and got drunk off of eggnog. it was a great party. Except for that Martin was there. Martin despised me so much, He was Charlie's ex boyfriend before me. I didnt like Martin either. When Martin left I noticed he took something that looked like keys. That's odd? He came with Joey. Maybe those were Joey's keys. No Joey never has his keys off of him. Then whose were they? I shook the thought and waited for the last of the people to leave. I fell alseep with Charlie in his bed that night.