Breathe...

I just want to

Dive right in a pool

Feel the euphoria of the cold water

Encapsulate me

Hear nothing but the silence of the water

And the flow of my own blood

Singing in my veins

I’d keep staring upwards

At the false lights shining outside

Until my lungs become desperate for air.

So I could realize

No matter how much

I talk about the end

I really do care about my life after all.