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After a 10-hours liquor infused night I feel I need to reset my life:
I feel kind of cheated and too innocent
I thought I had grown up a little, in some aspects at least
I felt I could be good, be nice, be clever and be happy… I really, really thought I could be good and happy
But I am not… is not the role I’m supposed to play, I feel hate and rage
I feel terrible, I feel bad also
I really thought I could be good, be a good person, play a good role in life… you know, be someone who can bring happiness not just easy satisfaction
I felt so happy because I was being great, but no I wasn’t being great I was being the manipulative bitch I have always been
I thought I was good, I really though I was good and I wanted so bad to be good
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