Trust me

I know how much it will hurt when she has to go away so believe me when I tell you to try and see her everyday. Tell her that you love her in every single way and make sure that she knows she is the sunshine in your day. Grandma is so strong and you may not think she'll go. Just trust me when I tell you even the strongest rocks erode. Know it's not your fault and that there's no way you could have helped. I know that you don't want her to ever let you go, but always always know that she is with you in your soul. She will always be with you even when you feel alone and just because you can't feel her that doesn't mean that she is gone. Growing up is hard, you will have to pave the way, but just know that she will be with you through every single day. I know how much you think that you need to stay strong, but that pain you keep inside will wear you down until you're gone. Sometimes you have to cry to make that pain go away and even though it's not much fun you will feel better the next day. That love that you have for her is like sunshine in the gray and even though you cannot see her know she will never go away.