still

I need emotions

I need to feel more

but sometimes

it’s like dripping blood from a stone

I can’t remember the start

I don’t know the way anymore

lost

looking around

and not being able to find

the reason

the meaning to it all

even my shadow is lost

the line under the feet

the bruises behind the skin

no tracks of who I was

darkness drags, it pulls

so I slip, I tumble and I fall

where is the right place to be?

where are the sounds?

why doesn’t no one speak?

there are heartbeats

there are shallow breaths

but there are no sounds

I don't understand why...

https://youtu.be/wBuif8IAOKo

thank you for the music inspiration @CosetteD