it ain’t easy .....

its been a rough year so far

I put the key in this car

still haven’t even pushed the Gas

life going to fast

I hit a brake couple times

to rember where I came from

I promise you I won’t be last

Life is a race , I been trying get ahead of the game since 06

I built myself from bricks

I slip up a couple times

I can’t even Lie

this heart of mine get in the way

so I riped it out

Today

I hit the grind

you’ll be eating the rind

of me

I am the orignal

Should have never set out to make a remix

I won’t be your prefix

you can keep your last name

you the only one to Blame

she went out , came back a bad bitch

she eat your soul , like a savage

I am causing Damage ,

I am out here ravaging for the dollar

The only lips are kiss are benjamin’s

you like a dog with a collar

they say I am diffrent

I say its that estrogen

I wasn’t raised a wimp

ain’t been nobody’s Pimp

I replaced this Tiara with a crown

I ain’t Nobody’s Princess

You already Lost my intrest

if I ain’t your Number one

then I am done

I will walk off , The way I came into this world

Alone

you can leave a message at the tone

I ain’t picking up this phone

you say u need me

tbh boy just not my cup of tea

you say I am player

baby I learned from the best

I put those testes to test

leave your balls on blues

don’t worry I left some clues

check your inbox

made me out to be the bad guy

I told you had the baddest in your sheets

I warned you , you act like a fool , I will have you listed as a Feat.

you know how it is , I put this heart on a speaker

They press play to the beat

do you feel my sting ?

rush of my heat

Take a seat

don’t worry I leave this murder scene neat

it’s just your represenation

I embody the past , resurrection

you thought you could kill me

I am a phoniex

I dress in the devils Fabric Lynx

I rose from Hell with a smile

you see The Bruises Healed

The Scars peeled

and I threw down This shield

I stand enfront of The world

rebirth

Born again

arised from The flames

You see I haven’t been the same

Its hard to let go of the pain

to see what you do gain

its hard to smile

when you been drowning in a nile

you see I came from the Pits of hell

I still wish em well

Hope they dwell

on the person they want to be

I just Know I am gonna keep being Me

I plea

with the demons of past

to lay a rest

I still get on my knees and pray

that they will have their day

I just know , I am here to stay

I will hang the noose

and leave revenge for Karma

and you see mama

taught

me

don’t eat at the tables of demons

see I push away from the keyboard

and swallow my anger

I won’t let my emotions be my strangler

I won’t be your Pinnochio

Life taught me ...,Silence is strength

Don’t worry , I will put my pen to paper

and create acid using the alphabet

I go back in time

with the pen,

its been a rough year so far

I put the key in this car

still haven’t even pushed the Gas

life going to fast

I hit a brake couple times

to rember where I came from

it all started on Vienna Blvd

cigar smoke

so thick the paint chips fall off

to reavel the truth

there I learned .....Revenge is for the games of babes

I glide my hand across the desk , and collect my check

and Hit the gas

sucess is the most polite way to tell someone to shut up

rember where your going , but where you came from .......

it ain’t never been easy for me babe , rember that when you loving me

#the streets own you , you don’t own the streets #sucess is the only way to beat mind #you can do better #save revenge for karma #they say you would be nothing , Because they are nothing #bottom feeders never seen the top