How we should.
Now sit right there, I need to talk for a while
Let me tell you what happened to my smile
It’s a long damn story, I hope you’ve got some time
It probably started back when I was a child.
See my mom had these dudes that never loved her enough
Always in and out, like our door couldnt stay shut
Comin and goin from our lives as they pleased
Like they were the medicine for a pain she needed eased
I didn’t see my mom for the queen that she could be
Cuz no man ever treated her like a queen
Walking all over her like she’d never leave
Even if they made her cry, and even when they made her bleed
I can’t help but think this was the blueprint for my life
Never appreciated women, no matter how hard they tried
I took for granted their love, and only gave back a lie
I always hoped I’d keep love sometime before I die
So I grew up, never knowing the value of love
Always needed more when one is more than enough
Let someone into my life, settle in and try to grow
Always keeping hidden things she could never know
Like sayin I love you and giving my time to someone else
Leaving her at home alone, not caring how she felt
Even when times were good and my smile made her mealt
I couldn’t stop wondering about the cards I wasn’t dealt
Yeah we were happy and things seem to be strong
But I love you ended up being a lie all along
Convinced them all to ignore that something was wrong
Just so my happy life could go on
Maybe some day I can let enough be what it is
And focus on the little things that my life can give
Love can be enough, and it can be right in front of you
Just open your eyes with your heart and see the truth