Overthinking

Oh boy,could it ruin you!

I mean it,those who have been through this stage once would understand,R-U-I-N.

Once you are in this stage,you look and recheck(and recheck) your past to be left feeling the most unappreciated and lonely person in the world. You find everyone around you wrong,trying to hurt you. You focus on the bad stuffs happening that you are convinced you’ll never feel the sunshine ever again.All those unnecessary thoughts just eat you alive.(alive i say,aliiivee).

And it isnt something that goes away by a wave.

I guess what you need is,to make yourself realise(note this word) it.Make yourself see your own paranoia,looking back at the past scenarios and thoughts,your own needless whinings(and then try the waving).

Overthinking is like peeling an orange and not stopping when the peels have been removed but continuing to scrape the layers to have the juice squirted in your eyes.

Dont let it ruin you and all the beautiful things you had and have and is about to have in the future but that which you just wouldnt be able to see though(coz you have already set it in you mind that its the squished pulp you are to have).