I Let The Devil In...

So, you thought you could play games with my mind, fuck with my soul; hell no, my love doesn't come cheap, there's a high price to pay for your cold blooded deceit.

Allowing you back in my life, believing your good intentions, your devoted undying love for me; right, you took a piece of my soul, you burned out a light, my eyes are burning, yet I've regained my sight.

Feeling the past creeping up behind me, a hot breath blows across my skin, chills quiver down my spine; my heart is closed, my memories take over, remembering the day I let the devil in.

I will not let you see the heartache that you caused, the one staring back at me, the one searching for my face. You don't get to see my emotions so you can be amused, while I am disgraced.

Being a fool more then once, you played me well, I never suspected your love wasn't real, you had me under your spell. I lower my head from the shame I now feel, allowing you once again to seduce me, then destroy me, keeping me in hell.

Denying to myself such an evil mind can exist, still being manipulated with one poisonous kiss. "Who am I?" 'Where did I go?" Slowly fading away, the truth I do not know.

"Who can I now trust?" not even myself, the proof is there, but i'm now somebody else. You vow your innocence, but why then the ruse, explained away by another excuse?

I want so badly to believe what you say, if it weren't for your actions, the ones that threw me away; I see you care, it can't be pretend, yet I still have my doubts, since the day I let the devil in!