it is natural for me to...

it is natural for me to assume,

it is natural for me to keep quiet,

it is natural for me to listen to words and let them slip down my throat without trouble.

why must i always conclude that night is better than morning, even though night time always holds pain?

it is natural for me to pick sides and never show an ounce of frustration.

however, what is natural to me is unnatural to someone else and that makes me ache because i wish my qualities were undoable like the braids i put in my hair before i immediately take them out.

how can you change the road you're walking down when it is the road that has been laid out for you?