My nature makes me faulted,

It makes me vulnerable,

It makes me love,

It makes me feel;

For me,

It's natural to connect with music and writing on a deep level,

It's natural to feel moved by words and sounds,

And at the end of the day,

The words I've read and written,

And the songs I've heard or played,

Are what make or break my days.

- Michael Hall

Living everyday like I'm stuck in a huge maze and I can't find my way out.

Stuck feeling panic stricken.

Constantly feeling trapped, but not knowing what to do to get out.

I try different things to get out, but never succeed.

I still have a small glimpse of hope, but even that is starting to fade.

it is natural for me to assume,

it is natural for me to keep quiet,

it is natural for me to listen to words and let them slip down my throat without trouble.

why must i always conclude that night is better than morning, even though night time always holds pain?

it is natural for me to pick sides and never show an ounce of frustration.

however, what is natural to me is unnatural to someone else and that makes me ache because i wish my qualities were undoable like the braids i put in my hair before i immediately take them out.

how can you change the road you're walking down when it is the road that has been laid out for you?

As is the air we breathe

so it is to hold a book and read.

As is the stillness of the surround

so it is to gaze from upon the ground

As is a fumble in a fight

So it is natural for me to always want to write.