Entry 1-29-19

29: Good Vibes

It hasn’t been a good day today. I’m beyond tired, I’m beyond disappointed. I was convinced that I was not excellent in what I thought I had advanced in. It’s safe to say, I put in so much hard work in that month and a half. It’s very heart breaking when you put in that hard work and instead getting a near failing score. Like you’ve been stabbed with the revelation that… you write and still failed. I spent years writing… and I still failed.

Of course, this isn’t going to be the end of the world for me. I want to go forward, both writing and of learning. Though, that heartache was a tad too great for me.

Not many good vibes in return.

Thus, I walked into my room and sat down to reflect. I was reminded how I used a passive voice, though I didn’t know what that was. I was told about the over complication my sentences got, I didn’t know how to fix that. I was told that my grammar was incorrect in many places that I never had a grip, I was clueless on how to fix that.

I just gave a sigh, just a sigh. I relaxed back and put on my headphones. My music, everything melted away.

Sure, it was annoying and disappointing to have failed what you thought you nailed. But what can you do? Just need to go forward, wait for the next essay and apply what I had messed up on.

I can’t stay here and cry, let’s move forward instead!

Yeah! Let’s go!

Start time: 10:24 PM 1/29/19

End time: 10:56 PM 1/29/19