Balloon love
Feeling deflated
So unmotivated
The happiness you brought
Filled me to the top
How was I to know
That soon it would pop?
They say pain
Changes a person
Well i don’t think I’ll ever be the same
I could easily point the blame
No simple solution
When your stuck on excuses
I don’t want a justification
Your actions have ramifications
If looking into my lost eyes
Isn’t enough of a consequence
Then you have no conscious
I’ll always look at you as heartless
There’s no rest for the restless
Expecting selflessness from Me
After showing just how
Selfish you can be
Did you ever really love me
Or was my sole purpose in
Your life to prevent loneliness
Someone to provide comfort
When times were tough
An object of affection
Nothing more nothing less
I doubt your mind can even
Begin to understand
What I’m feeling
Betrayed by the one
Who was supposed to love me
I expected you to protect me
From a broken heart
Yet you’ve done the opposite
I blindly trusted you
Let down my walls so I could
Feel even closer to you
I offered nothing but pure genuineness
Proving that loyalty exists
Supporting you at your worse
Accepting all your shortcomings
Never looking at you as anything
Less then perfection
The most precious thing
In my life completely abandoned me
When I needed you the most
You chose to destroy me
Was the connection
We had just pure deception
How can you continue
To be in my presence
Knowing that everything
You claimed to stand by
Was mere words nothing more
Your actions have spoken
Volumes to me
You never appreciated
Anything I ever did for you
When it came down to it
How I would feel meant nothing
Your pleasure at the expense of me
In my eyes your the worst kind
You’ll never get the same respect
Nor will I take you seriously again
Your just another boy
Pretending to be a man