Mean
I meant everything
I said
Anger fueled my words
Hurt fed my feelings
Perhaps there was
A better way to express
My feelings
Being misunderstood
But understanding everything
The pain I experience
When I choose
To direct venomous words
At you is almost unbearable
I kill myself every time
My words can be the sharpest knife
Threatening to cut you deeply
Aimed straight for the heart
I misjudge my aim every time
Piercing my own heart instead
You’ll never really know
How desperately
I want to be understood
By you
Reality is you never will
Refusal of the mind
Adopting a selfish mindset
After the event
Feeling so guilty for
Damaging something beautiful
Completely killing the “one”
Perhaps disassociating yourself
Is the softer approach
You never could stand
Being uncomfortable
The fact remains the same
I meant what
I said