attentiveness
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I’m walking on scars . on your faded moonlights
it’s tugging, it’s pulling
yet, I don’t stop . just small curious steps
cautious, but moving forward
drawn to the things that color your atoms
I chose not what to look for
if I see dark matter
that once pulled you in ( deep shadows of pain and doubt lingered )
I don’t stop, my feet are not fractured by the glass on the cold ground
a sign of something
that was once so fragile and loved
that burned the suns in your eyes . that ripped your insides
when beating flesh turns into unanimated shards
( mirrored cracked just from one tap )
you were there
inhaling the dust
recklessly it might seem, I don’t stop
I rest under a tree in your lost woods
only human
need time to recalculate my state
get up - spirit calls , venture through
so, I walk
and in the night I stumble until the light grabs me
grabs me whole
after faded moonlights . came a sun hidden within the universe
that universe was you
catching once again on fire of hope
reflecting in the comets
made of breath constructed from my lungs
last night I was caught into your gravity
falling into those skies
they pulled at me
I couldn’t stop
didn’t want to, if I can be so honest
my light ventured into the darkness before me
never realizing
that I would stop the night
remembering sun rays that were once lost
had the earth shifted , so much that I stumbled into this path?
not a lot, love, just an inch, that’s enough
last night I was caught into your gravity
falling into your skies
and now I stay
walking on scars . on your faded moonlights
both feeling your pain . and melting within your joy
( that simple )
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