Last laugh

Believe it or not im alive cause of you

But you're killing me just the same

What was I thinking when I said "I do"

And let you take over my name.

Things started rough and got even worse

Im a fool for thinking you'd change

Now I am trapped and you've got the key

And im pretty sure you've thrown it away

I thought this was love and gave you my all

While you looked out for only yourself

But its crystal clear that you hate me being here

And you just want to find someone else

You've beat me down and you've given up

Leaving me with the overbearing weight

Since I've gotten sick its been such a trick

Trying to tip toe around all your hate

Im sorry im dying this was not the plan

And I know im a burden right now

But you've been this way since the day that we met

So I'm stuck with a wife with a. Frown

Maybe ill die then ill be the hero

Cant speak ill of the dead

Although knowing you that may not be true

Knowing all the hurtful things youve said

I don't want to need you I want you to leave

But then how would I make it through

So you put me down for me being sick

And I get to stay alive with you

All is fair when it comes to love but this love feels more like a war

Its hostile and violent and make me feel useless

When I can't do it alone anymore

Berrate me berrate me make sure that you sleep good at night

While im lose my life and im losing my mind

Im losing my own will to fight

So boy am I trapped with a wife full of hate

And 2 beautiful kids you ignore

I should have never given you all those chances

And died by myself on the floor.

Oh but ill win you see I havr this plan

You'll find me one day, my dear wife

And the sight of me hanging on our bedroom closet

Will haunt you for all of your life.