Conflicts

This isnt what I wanted...

Well naybe it is...

I dunno, this is petty

To be so attached to the likes

The comments, the views,

Maybe I shouldn't post this.

Who's even gonna look at it?

Me and my one follower?

Pathetic.

I know it's normal

For everything to not get a gold star

Or for everyone to swarm my work,

But is it abnormal to want that?

Am I being petty? Im being petty.

A part of me wants to just stop,

Pack my words up in a suitcase,

And never come back again,

But Ive tried and felt worse.

What am I saying?

Why am I even writing this?

Everyone will think Im whiny now.

No one will read my stuff now.

Though I may just be being paranoid.

Or maybe... maybe they just dont like it.

Or they just don't like me.

Oof.

Why'd I even try this in the first place?