Challenge
lying awake at 3am
open to interpretation.
As I Lie Awake
I lie awake at 3 AM
Only being asleep a second ago
I jolt up with a terrible feeling
As I rethink all the things I did
Thinking of what I did
What I said
How I acted
I re-think all of it
Even conversations that haven't happened in the past while
It still bothers me
Could I have said something different?
Should I have acted differently?
Do they think differently of me now?
Why is it that I can't be carefree?
I don't want to care
I don't want it to bother me
I don't want to think
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