I want you to know

I want you to know that I'm not ignoring you. I'm not giving you the silent treatment. I'm not at a loss for words most of the time. I forget. I get trapped in my own world. Sometimes all I want to do is escape this world I created. I am screaming to get out but I'm stuck.

I'm not lazy. People think I am. Truth is, I enjoy my job. To a certain degree, I enjoy housework. I want to work. But my mind keeps pushing it to my short term memory; keeps pushing me into this world. Sometimes I cannot escape.

This world is fun, normally. I play. Do what makes me happy. See lots of people. But there are times, those times I can't escape, I become sad, helpless.

People don't like me. I cannot pay attention to more than one thing at a time, and yet, I notice all things at all times. People yell and get mad. They tell me I am lazy. They say I will not be great.

Listen, I want you to know I have ADHD. It is hard for me. I work very hard to do little things. People do not know most of the time. But I want us to be friends. So, if you text, or call, I'm not ignoring you. I merely got stuck in my world.