Silent Life

A silent life

falls too lonely.

And as I lay,

I ponder upon

thoughts,

my eyes begin welling,

with pain and loss ...

I want so badly

to turn the page.

Am I ready ... ?

I'm afraid turning the page

won't change anything ...

When the thought

sunk into my skin,

I felt a single tear stream ...

This single tear

weighed more than the world

and spoke more than a million words.

In this single tear,

it held all my

sorrows, sins & secrets ... ... ...

And when it fell,

it shattered the ground

beneath my feet.

with a (grin)

I whispered,

I'm ready to forget, ... ... ...

I'm ready to be

what I long to be,

~happy~