Veiled, Stilled and Toxic
I pass by hushed hopping that someone will hear me
No, no not me, I don't want them to hear me
I want them to her the desperate cries ringing out from my soul
I live undetected hopping that someone will see me
But not my face or body my lingering pain and endless tears
My mask can't really be that convincing
Can it?
I run toward any sign of hope I can find
Rejected by the choices of those around me
I hide in the darkness wishing they would listen
Longing for them to open their eyes and see me
But as they open them they turn away
I blend into the night, but they just can't see in the dark
Can they?
I am stuck being both invisible and voiceless
The spurn from my loved ones filled my heart
Not with sadness but with violence and rage
I can't control myself any longer
My emotions spin out of control and I think to myself
You can't breathe through a slit throat
Can you?