Really, you don’t say

you criticize my wounds

and offer up your “sound advice”

that isn’t even true.

you say that truth was given

but fell upon deaf ears,

you said a lot of things,

but look at where we are now.

i have begged for answers

for why... just tell me something.

nothing is without reason.

but you refuse me that,

oh what’s it called,

truth.

you say it doesn’t exist,

must have been in her pants

which were lost amongst the sheets.

maybe that’s why you had to go back

for second, third, fourth and more glances..

to help her finally get redressed.

so stop lying to me

and yourself

the truth is you played me,

oh so very well

but you also broke me

when i believed in everything you tried to sell.

now only time,

if anything,

can heal this mess.

#geekslutnerdgirl

#poetry

#heartbroken