Not a Suicide Note
Would you care
If you woke up and I wasn't there
Would you think the worst of me first
Would you accuse me, degrade me and curse
Would you worry and call my family looking
Or would you think your ignoring me was working
Would you care
If you never again heard my voice
Would you miss my laugh, my singing
My hmmming and huuuhing until I made a choice
Would you miss the way we move together
Or the suppleness of my skin
Would you wish we had been braver with each other, not waiting for the other to begin
Would you care
If you tried to call and I didn't pick up
Would you assume something sinister, a betrayal by hook up
Would you care
If you found me by the end of the day
Lifeless and broken and bleeding from the things you constantly say
Would you care