Sorry to myself!

Dear beautiful self of mine,

I'm sorry about the life you have right now! Or I'm sorry for how this life turned out. I know you used to have friends and a bond that was amazing but through the years it broke and I don't know if something was wrong with me or them.

Now I have zero people in my life, except real few people that are miles away. Honestly I don't know anymore how you do it but you are strong and smiling.

I'm sorry for how your life turned out not only with friendships but with relationships too but that is life.

Thing is, people will always come and go but it's up to you if you are going to let them in or not! I'm only sorry for the chances I gave to people who did not appreciate my love, my caring for the them and the things that I gave.

I am sorry that you had to go through depression because of bullying or how you were treated. I am sorry to myself for letting it fall so quick while I could keep you strong enough to get through every single shit but I failed. I am sorry to myself for being how she is today, a lonely character who gives and never takes, someone who stays for others but they leave when you need them.

I hope one day you find the happiness you deserve.