My dreamy weather!
As I sit on my couch, next to him or better in his arms, outside starts to rain. I turned my head to the window and it was such a beautiful view. The grey sky with a mix of a pink color makes it look so gorgeous, as I turn to my boyfriend to see him smiling at me and then his fingers touching so softly my cheek, looking at me with his big brown eyes and now his fingers playing with my hair as we both laugh a little.
Out of nowhere, he takes my arm, throws the blanket in the other couch and takes me with him. He opened the window and pulled me outside in the rain while I was shocked by his move. We were out in the rain, his hands were touching my face and then my waist enough to lift me up and smiled at me. He puts me down and we both staring at each other for a few moments.
He starts to lean on me a bit closer and closer and here we are kissing each other in the rain with passion and the rain got her own fate with us there.
I don't know who I am most of the time!
My feelings change within a minute and I do hurt the ones I love with my big mouth but I never meant to do that. I actually say everything as it is but sometimes it's not the best idea.
I am always on my own world, like I imagine or I think or I over analyze people, places, scenes, life so I literally daydreaming a lot! That is when I do hurt myself and things go all wrong! Like emotionally and anything else.
But most of the time I am weird shit and like to laugh a lot and in my own world. I sometimes wonder how my bestie and my boyfriend stand me lol, but hey, if they weren't liking me or being with me for who I am then I don't know. They must saw something in me as I did with them. Honestly I love them both and I am happy to have them in my life.
Are we even both?
How can we be so sure that we are only the brain? Or only the body? Or better yet how do we even know that we weren't something else before that?
Just because we are human beings and we have brain and a body, doesn't mean that it is something we had before!
I tend to think that we existed even before that! Like before having bones, brain, hands, body etc, we might have been in the air waiting to evolve into something else. Like butterflies before becoming that, they were something else and then they evolved.
Like technology, like weapons, like everything!
Nothing of those were existing but there were only an idea away or problem solved away.
She is used to review everything
Like a watcher
She sees things from every angle
She has a say to every single word, propose, sentence etc.
She can't control it
She learnt to live with that
She may is a dark person
Or at least that's what she shows
She is doing it a lot
Books or poetry
Quotes or words
She chooses to put a "what if"
Maybe feelings isn't what represent her
Maybe she tries to understand
Or maybe learn what she doesn't know
Questions will always follow
Her mind of questioning everything will stay
Because that is her!
Hello I'm Eva and I'm from Greece.
My town is at least 8 to 9 hours away from Athens. It is a quiet town and with quiet I mean that it's not that much noisy as any other town is. I left at 2017 for studies but it didn't go as I planned so I came back to finish as a physiotherapist assistant. I kind love my town and part of me doesn't want to leave but I plan on doing it!
So here I made my first friendship and the one that lasts till now. We do have a lot of cafeterias, couple of clothing stores, hotels etc., and I feel more me than in an other town! I mean that when I left, I was feeling so out, like I...people were dressed way much different and it was scary for me most of the time but in my town it kinda fits. The name of my town is Trikala! People say we got that name because of the 3 good things happened/having here.
Yes we have some places people can visit like the clock, museums etc.. Here I had my first night out with friends which was beautiful, my first ever relationship with the wrong person and now my second which is amazing. Here I feel more comfortable than in any other town or city but I do imagine or better wanna leave to chase my dream and study what I actually really love. Hope one day to make it but I will always love my home town!
Become my nightingale,
Whisper me sweet melodies,
Like the ones you say when you're drunk,
And I used to get lost in there like I was high
In the morning can you feel my heart beating?
Is calling you to come closer
Touch me, touch her and close your eyes
Now your fingers crossing and my entire body is shivering
We look at each other with passion
We know we want to do more
But you start fading away
The beautiful smile of your is leaving slowly
And now I am standing alone
As I look at you disappearing
I cry baby, I cry because you left
And then I open my eyes
Turn my head and you aren't here,
The time is only 4 am
And I realized that it was only a dream
But the tears real.
It was a bad dream
And I stood there in my bed with fear, loosing my breath
That's when I heard your voice, calling me
I don't have one person on my mind because I read each ones posts and they all seem so good and sometimes I even relate to some of them. <3
Hi ya all!
I found out about prose 1 year ago!
My name is Eva and I'm from Greece...I am weird most of the time and a child once you get to know me but before that I am exactly the opposite....I like to write a bit dark things, my english are not that good and I hope to study creative writing one day because I love it so much and I wanna get better!
Songs.... poems.... love.... romantic movies.... books with a sad end....
When you are sad you feel the lyrics of every damn sad song, like you almost relate and you start to cry and wonder or asking yourself "why" but there is no answer!
Dark or not, poems with a strong meaning can give you strong feelings and maybe the bad ones! Have you ever made questions around poems that gave you the vibe to feel like, like why it had to happen that or why would the person feel like that, or why in general?
The saddest of all is love! We've been made to love and break up and cry. When you are with somebody, you will always find yourself to question or wonder if you are worthy enough or if this is gonna last!
Love is weird ok? We were build for that. Maybe we were even made to feel sad, angry, betrayed, loved, happy etc., but again, when it comes to break up either boy or girl will ask their selves what and why. Was it their fault?
About movies, I tend to believe that romantic movies with a bit of drama can give you a really bad mood and you might actually feel like you are inside and you are the protagonist. Again because in the end one of them has to die or is sick. For one more time, you wonder why he/she has to die, or why did he/she do to deserve an end like that? Sometimes though it can be a happy ending but that is always like the 30% of getting a beautiful end.
The ones you can't get enough are books. If you are a book lover you might actually can relate with the fact that a good book can make you feel like you are in there and you wanna find out so bad how things are going to be, so you stay up just to finish it.
And oh my angels, if it's one with a sad end you might cry and again, you will wonder why or what..
Have you asked yourself why all the dark and sad endings are making us wonder why? Or what? And why the most of them has to do with love? As I said, love is weird!
Maybe we actually were made to feel all these things? I guess so, maybe, yeah!
One of the questions I have and I don't know if it can be answered, is, how can all of that relate like a chain?
If you notice love is locking with poems, poems with books, books with movies and movies with songs. As I start to think of it, I only have two words, chain reaction!
The more I think, the more I find an answer! Chain reactions are supposed to stay as one because it's one, need the other to survive. If it breaks, then it all falls apart and the connection is over until the next one and the next one and the next. Which reminds me of something.
Chemistry! The connections between the chemicals creates a chain reaction, and here we have the same results. If it breaks, connections stops and the end, till the new one. Like humans too.
But still... Is this the answer I was looking for? Or did I create a different one?
I don't know how I feel! I am a human being who changes her feelings in seconds! Some times it can be scary to change so quick your feelings! But hey..., weird people! Weird me!